Forbidden Courtesy

What does it mean to behold a forbidden courtesy
For someone whose most heart-breaking pain is
A broken relationship?

What can I do to see you feel better?
Guide me, what can I do to take the blues I caused …away?
I want to see your flamboyant levitating hair wiping my feral arrogance.
I want to saturate my eyes with your presence.
I want you to teach me how to listen.
I want my "I want" not to be mine any more
For I do not want to say “I” any more for indeed
It is humanity’s culminating sin.

You are wished for to be present.
You are wished for to choke someone’s breath.
You are wished for to tear someone’s business.

Have you ever thought that there is an “Anon”,
Who longs to abandon his fruitful time,
And be distracted by a force of nature
By a walking girl who calls to all except to him,
Whose calling does not get responded but by:
“Yes Please.”

Anon